Juggling

I am juggling too many things at the moment. My main concern at the moment is Edna's laundry and clothes. I am trying to get all the stuff of hers I have dried so I can tke it in with me today.

I am juggling work, family life, Edna and my health routine and today has not go off to a good start. I havent had the energy to go for my normal walk today. It has taken me over 2 hours to go from getting up to being dressed and breakfasted. I have hardly done anything else. I haven't even dne myself any lunch to take to work.

I am plannig on going to work - mainly becasuse not going will be counter productive. I need to keep in touch with normal life. But I dont think I will be staying until 4.00.

I am tired with very little energy and keeping positive is a real effort of will. But I am NOT going to go under.

I am mustering all my sources of help -to the point of asking my medium friend Carolyn (who became a friend when she gave me a very VERY acurate impromptu unsolicited reading) for advice/re-assurance that I am handling things the best way for Edna. She is not capable of making informed decsisions at the moment so I have to try and work out what she would decide if she could.